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Dec. 28th, 2009

December 28th again...

Happy birthday to me... Not sure if I should be happy or not. I never dealt well with birthdays, so I will make the most of it if I can..

Sep. 9th, 2008

first time for everything

I think it's a record. Well, for my mother anyway. I have not been at school for 24 hours yet and she sends me a letter. Not the kind of letter where she wishes you the best of luck. With my mother it's the direct opisite. She hates my guts, and never lets me forget it. That typer of mother deserves to rot somewhere cold and be left to die. I lost all love for her a long time ago. Being hurt and almost broken by someone who gave you life is definetly not the type of person who deserves to live. I am just glad I got the courage to leave her when I did, otherwise I would be dead right now. I am far away from her and she doesnt know where I am, but how the letter got here is from my twin brother. Apparently he spoke to her, but thats okay with me. I should throw it away but I cant. Some things you just cant change. To make a long story short, she simply said i was better off with her and I am not going to ammount to nothing here. That should make me feel bad, but it only makes me want to prove myself. And I will.

I'll show the world and since I am here, I might as well explore while I am at it. College was the last on my to do list, and here I am. I may be a late transfer, but there is a first time for everything. I am a music major, and I may minor in something else, but I am not sure yet. We'll see as I adjust to everything. For now I am going to explore. A longer update will come soon. For the record, I am Raven Harrison. Call me what you want, but mostly everyone calls me Rae. I hope to meet new people. I could use some friends....

~Rae~